You Are 76% Perfectionist |
You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others. While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high! |
Yes, i am one and i'm not ashamed of it.
i'm feeling numb. Numb from all the daggers wrenched into my back and twisted into my spine. Numb from all the hurtful remarks and the malicious whisperings you thought i never knew.
i'm also feeling dumbstruck. To think that i actually handed my trust over to you so readily. I feel like a 5-year old whose lollipop got swipe right out from his mouth without knowing it.
i'm constantly blaming myself for being so stupid, so foolish, so naive, so bloody damn insane for letting myself get tricked by your amateur acts. Why didn't i see this coming? Was i blinded by the fact that i finally found someone whom i could completely trust? i bet i couldn't even see a house flying straight towards me.
When the others turned, i counted on the fact that you would remain, little did i know that you were the one who cajoled them to do so in the first place. My, my, how dumb could i possibly get?
Others see you as the perfect one, so popular, so smart. little do they know that deep down your mangy little soul, all you have is a dirty blackened out minute heart.
i would just like to say if you are ever reading this, that one day, one day, you would get your just desserts, and i will personally be the one who would serve you. i look forward to that.